uhuh...

wednesday october 22, 2008

so ok... tonight i made my biggest decision. i finally told her. and she was shocked, mad, disappointed and almost threw up on me.

i was with our common friend, who helped me all throughout this entire week figuring how to spill my feelings to annie, when annie rejected me. so yeah i told my bestfriend (still my bestfriend) how i feel for her and told her that it hurts me when she's hanging out with this other guy. and then drama went on and on and on.....

i tried calling her but she does not want to talk to me and i went to her apartment and guess what???? no answer!

i just ruined the best relationship i have ever had in my entire life. sooner or later i guess i'll lose touch with her. but i can't imagine my life without someone bugging me to buy her chocolates or asking me sweetly to just stay with her. i just can't imagine my life without her beside me. it'll be awkward and difficult from now on.

i'm sorry.. i really am.. i did not change at all, this is still the same me. the only difference is that i told you that i love you so much annie.